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BehindBluMiloEyes29

Name: Jayme
Country: United States
State: Missouri
Metro: St. Louis
Birthday: 11/11/1988
Gender: Female

Interests: music... led zeppelin, the doors, queens of the stone age, nine inch nails, bob marley, pink floyd, writing, friends, fucking vacations, rain... oh.. and smoking pot.
Expertise: let it go.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Art

Message: message me

Member Since: 3/7/2004

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Thursday, November 30, 2006

a new beginning....

im going to make myself a new beginning

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Thursday, July 13, 2006

im not here anymore. im no longer inside my body. my soul and my mind have evacuated and left me in this cold shell of myself. i am not here.

going

crazy.

crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy crazy

crazy.

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Wednesday, July 05, 2006

my fourth of july was amazing.

it started off horribly. i went from one extreme to other almost...

so good... so good... amazing

i cant figure out what exactly i want to say. i cant put down all the things i felt, just that i felt them. and they were amazing. amazing.

Currently Listening
Lynyrd Skynyrd - All Time Greatest Hits
By Lynyrd Skynyrd
simple man
see related

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Sunday, July 02, 2006

	Your imagination comes to the rescue today as you discover ways to make your life better, even if the answer is simply to change your attitude. Make no mistake about it; awareness really is the key. If you can fantasize, then there is the potential to externalize your thought forms into reality. Dreaming is not enough, however, and you must follow through with concrete actions.
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Tuesday, June 27, 2006

confused... unsure... perplexed?

pessimisstic

grateful

tired? no...

aching and hurting

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

thats right

FUCK

fuck you fuck me fuck it

fuck everything

fuck the things that make me think too much. fuck the things that make me bleed. fuck the things that make me cry. fuck the things that leave me bored. fuck the things that have happened. fuck my life. wait no i did that. my whole life is fucked up. i havent even started yet and everything is just doomed and cursed and when can i just get started and what is my purpose? what is it that i am doing???? WHAT??? i wake up every morning and be... be what? i wake up every... afternoon and do what? exist? am i merely existing? what is the purpose?? what is my purpose?? what am i doing?????

i just want to push the rewind button and go back and make everything different. change things and alter some things. maybe things would be better. maybe things would make more sense. maybe id get it more. maybe id understand. maybe id just accept everything. maybe i could let things go. but i still dont want to. i really dont.... and im even more confused......

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